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just give me five...

Posted on Feb 29th, 2008 by HummingBird : Joy HummingBird
Hlglo
just 5 minutes...

to say goodbye...
...till we meet again

...just 5 minutes
a little time out...

to shed my tears...



I know love is...

knows no boundaries...

is limitless


... but.. just give me 5...






(After 3 months, Gien leaves for Canada tomorrow, to return to South Africa in a couple of months)
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ohmsmom : Proud Research Associate
35 minutes later
ohmsmom said

TAKE 5 :)

HummingBird : Joy
about 1 hour later
HummingBird said

thanks Ohmsmom! 

about 1 hour later
Shell said

Sorry to hear that HummingBird. Best of luck to you, and Gien, to make the best of things, and for time to go by quickly until the time comes  to see each other again. You're in my thoughts. Thanks for sharing this. It's beautiful.
Blessings,
Shell

HummingBird : Joy
about 1 hour later
HummingBird said

thank you Shell for stopping by … mmm… I'm sure time will go by quickly… so much to do as Gien makes his career transision to music… doing amazing things with SA musicians….

Gien & I met here on Gaia community :D

about 2 hours later
Shell said

That is wonderful! What a great place to meet. Thanks for sharing about that. Best of luck to him with his career transition.

Gien : yogic musician
about 8 hours later
Gien said

3 months has given way to 1 day, my love.

Goodbyes,
such good training for our final goodbye
teaching us the illusionary nature of time

whether months, years or a lifetime
gone
just like that

this body perishes
as all bodies do
as Jopoa's did
as all living beings before us
and as all living beings to come

but love is eternal

we met
and fell in love here
on what was once called zaadz

I came to Johannesburg to love you
in both body and mind

now I leave momentarily
to do the exciting work
that will lay the groundwork
for the rest of our life

I fly eastward, hummingbird
migrating long enough for sustenance
though my body is gone
I am not
I am living in your heart
both Jopoa and I

I know you will cry tears tomorrow
as will I
but our love will rebound quickly
and we shall flow into our lives
separated as we have been before we met
doing our iimportant work
until we soon meet again

G <3 A

now I leave momentarily

HummingBird : Joy
about 8 hours later
HummingBird said

precious love you are…
my heart no longer in this chest,,,

where is it…

Goddess2day   : Poet, Philosopher, Writer, Wannabe.
about 12 hours later
Goddess2day said

Oh!  What an amazing love story.  Hope time flies when you are apart….and may it stand still when you are together…
Amy :-)

Mila : love
about 21 hours later
Mila said

Precious love you two have found.  Thanks for sharing that love with all of us.  Great to read another story of love fulfilled at zaadz.  Am now in tears, too but just for two minutes.  Hugs, Hummingbird (and Gien, too) from me and Megh!

HummingBird : Joy
1 day later
HummingBird said

aah the plane has flown with precious cargo…
yet look…

love is here…

never going anywhere!

I feel so fortunate to know such precious love.

Thank you Gaia for providing the meeting place

and fellow travellers

thank you too for love and fellowship


mmm. wiping tears..
those tell tale traces the heart runs all over the place…

shea-bird : Weighed, measured and found wanting
1 day later
shea-bird said

Wow, it is amazing how you share this story at this particular time in my life.  You are now dealing with something similar to what I am.  I have also met someone so thoroughly ingrained in my soul here on Gaia.  He has given me, with his words, something no other has been willing to give me.  You give my faith a boost that I can't explain with words.

Thank you for sharing this (tears are definitely now flowing) because I really needed to know that what I see happening is truly possible.  You bless me. (Hugs deeply )

HummingBird : Joy
1 day later
HummingBird said

I wish you beautiful journeys
sister shea-bird
when we listen to our heart we become open to life….
often people only listen to their hearts in part…
and can then only be partly alive…
living with an open heart
means being open to joy and pain…
truly embracing all the divine universe flows to us
because… everything is sacred…
there is nothing that is not…
…my wish is that everyone lives to the fullest
… and is fully alive…
so we unfold our true meaning
for being here in this realm
blessed be and sacred journeys to you

shea-bird : Weighed, measured and found wanting
1 day later
shea-bird said

I send the deepest respect and most awesome energy your way. Thank you

Nicole : wakingdreamer
1 day later
Nicole said

parting sweet sorrow

HummingBird : Joy
1 day later
HummingBird said

love to you shea-bird
Nicole, yes, sweet sorrow
I feel so fortunate to love like this
and to be so loved

HummingBird : Joy
1 day later
HummingBird said

I am receiving so many amazing heart journeys from beautiful Gaia beings
 - let me share one of my communications with you:



“…. Yes, amazing how I met Gien…
we are both moved by our own story!

It was interesting because I wasn't looking for a relationship at all.
In fact was already involved with someone.
Up to meeting Gien, I'd only had relationships which never really seemed to 'fit'.
But had started to accept this - almost feeling “this is how things just are
but as I became more and more true to myself,
relationships ended more quickly!
It was as though at a deep level I'd always known such love existed
- as it does when we connect with Source
- but I had never really expected it in a relationship

When Gien and I met - I actually thought he was a Buddhist monk at first
and was just very happy with our very special and deep connection.
I also ended my existing relationship in the light of how special it was
- so great was the contrast of this special connection to my existing relationship,
even in the very beginning.
And it didn't even enter my mind at that point that this person would be my true love…

…. When we are true to ourselfves everything unfolds as it must.
It also does when we are not true to ourselves
in the form of lessons :) …. ”

shea-bird : Weighed, measured and found wanting
1 day later
shea-bird said

And that's all there is to it.  Amen

Satya-Seer : Present - See me?
2 days later
Satya-Seer said

HummingBird, you said - “… my heart is no longer in my chest …”

Yes, yes … I feel it, surrounding us all.  What an emense love you have have, for Gien and for all of life.

Thank you for this door that you have opened to your heart, for Gien, for me, for GAIA, and for all of life.

HummingBird : Joy
2 days later
HummingBird said

thank you Satya-Seer
for resonating
Om Om Om

love is all there is

everything blessed and sacred

Nicole : wakingdreamer
2 days later
Nicole said

i'm in love too… it is such a beautiful and exhilarating experience. love to you, hummingbird, gien and john!

HummingBird : Joy
2 days later
HummingBird said

Yay! Nicole that is wonderful!
… aah my love has just arrived and called me from the other side of earth… tears of joy

Nicole : wakingdreamer
2 days later
Nicole said

thanks, yes it is! lol

aww that is so sweet he called you right away… love to you

Gien : yogic musician
3 days later
Gien said

wow!…I am truly humbled by all these comments!

I never think of myself as anything
I just flow out my creative energy
As far as I know and feel
I don't actually exist
but when you are living in a state of emptiness
that's the genuine state

anna and I just love each other
allowing love to flow out
we have identified the love within ourselves and each other
and we are really just like children, more than anything else
there's a refreshing innocence to love like this…

Hummingbird and I didn't know what we were getting into, did we? hehe!
As anna says
we must just trust in ourselves
and to me, this means trust in our own bliss
this energy that wells up from within when we are resonating with someone deeply

As Jopoa taught me
with her life and even moreso with her death
and with anna's daughter's precious life and death
this life is short and precious
why do we spend so much time mired in unhappiness
when in a very real sense
that switch to be happy is within each of us
and we have simply to switch it to the “on” position

Life seems so complex and befuddling at time
but all those reasons for not being happy and fulfilled
are all just reasons that prevent us from accomplishing that very simple action
of turning the bliss switch on
of finally giving ourselves permission to love and be loved
all I can say is just do it
and if it isn't right, then it wasn't meant to be
but if it feels right, then you've found something precious!

Many blessings and love to all
as we continue our journey of light returning to itself
and our journey of the heart
(which is really the same thing)

apart in body (momentarily)
but together in spirit

3 days later
Shell said

So beautiful… thank you so much, for continuing to share. :) Love to you!

HummingBird : Joy
3 days later
HummingBird said

thank you precious love, Gien …

Shell

may all earth be open to its true self…

if everyone undertakes
being true to self…

how different this planet would be


…so simple really

yet so needlessly avoided, so often

blessed be

Nicole : wakingdreamer
3 days later
Nicole said

you two are so inspiring! love to you

HummingBird : Joy
3 days later
HummingBird said

.. and Nicole…
you are a mirror
.. just look at your profile pic :)

big hug

Nicole : wakingdreamer
3 days later
Nicole said

thank you! hugs to you

Shell : Spiritual Dancer
8 days later
Shell said

Congratulations HummingBird and Gien on your Deep and Profound Love!  Your story is very inspiring to the rest of us!  And so it is…

Namaste,
Shell

HummingBird : Joy
8 days later
HummingBird said

another Shell - yay! Cannot be too many beautiful Shell's in the world! Thank you

Shell : Spiritual Dancer
9 days later
Shell said

Thank you, HummingBird!  Gien is a very special person.  He helped me when he sent me some of his recordings after my mom transitioned last July.  You are both very blessed.

Love & Peace,
Shell

HummingBird : Joy
9 days later
HummingBird said

thank you Shell… I am glad Gien was able to help you.  You may want to share your experiences on  http://pods.gaia.com/passing
love to you

HummingBird : Joy
11 days later
HummingBird said

the conversation continues in Giens blog
http://kaliyuga.gaia.com/blog/2008/3/the_field_of_love

Gien : yogic musician
11 days later
Gien said

anna,
saying I love  you on zaadz…
brings back memories of when we first met
when we were mere strangers
how could we know then
that our hearts were searching for each other?

when we first met
there was a familiar feeling of home
a fuzzy, vague yet real sense of immediate comfort

something familiar and comfortable on first meeting
revealed now to be the crown jewel of this boundless field of love

saying “I love you” to another
and having it received wholeheartedly
allows love to blossom
to fill all the entire space of ones being
to become the enormous presence it alone is capable of
to actualize its potential to transcend all boundaries
and reveal its identity-less nature

loving another in this deep way
reveals just how connected we can become
to the outside world
Love is the attraction of the universe with itself
In the moment that love is liberated and unleashed to it's infinite expansiveness
the distance between ego and the world dissolves to nothing
not a thought, a concept or an idea
it is a pure experience of separatelessness

While impure love is materialistic in nature
another expression of grasping
genuine love with another being
is limitless, expansive, dissolving, selfless and egoless

Discovering the beauty of another living being
one wants to share it with all other beings
not hoard it to oneself
The beauty of such love
reminds one of the sacredness of life itself
the preciousness of this life
it's brevity
and the need to share this discovery with as many beings as possible

HummingBird : Joy
27 days later
HummingBird said

… and I love you more that I can ever say
and am in awe of the vastness and endlessness of this love
which swallows me
and makes me disappear
… there is no beginning of you
or ending of I

… our heart is one

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